One can only wonder whats next? Whats after this life and in the next one. My minds wonders as i sit alone and ponder the many possible things that could happen after we leave this life and begin the next. What choices will we have? Will we love? Will we hate? I can't seem to fathom it. Another thing that follows the after life, is religion in this life. It will either play a huge part in some ones earthly existence or it won't play any role in this earth. In my life i seem to struggle with this. Religion or no religion?? This seems to be the question i ask myself all the time. I really like the lifestyle that religion gives me, but i dislike so much about it all at the same time? Is it possible to live two lives like that??? I have lived both lives. And both are appealing to me but not ideal.....