One can only wonder whats next? Whats after this life and in the next one. My minds wonders as i sit alone and ponder the many possible things that could happen after we leave this life and begin the next. What choices will we have? Will we love? Will we hate? I can't seem to fathom it. Another thing that follows the after life, is religion in this life. It will either play a huge part in some ones earthly existence or it won't play any role in this earth. In my life i seem to struggle with this. Religion or no religion?? This seems to be the question i ask myself all the time. I really like the lifestyle that religion gives me, but i dislike so much about it all at the same time? Is it possible to live two lives like that??? I have lived both lives. And both are appealing to me but not ideal.....

Life is a journey

Life seems to be full of challenges, unanswered questions and unexpected adventures that one must face. I used to be the person who complained and wined about the little things that seemed to disrupt my day. Then i discovered that complaining and crying about the little things seemed to make it harder for those that i love to be around me. I am discovering a whole new way of life, a happier one. why waist time complaining and getting upset over things that i cant change. God has seemed to play a huge role in my life. I moved out of my parents home of August of last year. And was soon blessed to be in the home of the two most inspirational and kindest people. they took me in when no one else would and gave me the opportunity to change. Even though i did not always take advantage of that opportunity to grow and change, and had some mess ups, they still forgave me. they truly are what i consider to be my "parents" and i know that they will always be in my life. They played a huge role in helping me to reconnect with my sister, and my sister is truly an incredible person who believes that i can do anything if i work hard. I am a lucky person who is still learning and making mistakes but i am loveing to live and experience this wild and crazy journey that life seems to be.